cny. duh

i've got sober for one whole week, tried not to be angry or moody
and its rolling around.
i'd put so much effort on it and it ended up with a chilling week
my grandma and my mum argued because of the praying stuffs
we pray for happiness,BUT IT MADE THE WHOLE FAMILY FEEL SO UNHAPPY!
何苦咧？？？？？？？？？ pray for what?
besides, my uncle came back from kl
yes, no doubt, that uncle who did harshly took over my dad's properties
apparently, he dislike me very much. he thinks im a brat
symptoms on showing dislike
1.never greet you but your siblings
2.find any opportunity to kick your ass off
3.dont even set a sight on you
BINGO, he did all
yesterday, he scolded me without any reason
my grandma kept pushing her hand beg onto my mouse (tool) which bother me alot
her saliva split out onto my hand and table when she was talking
and SERIOUSLY, are you happy to get saliva splitting onto your hand?
it was normal to show a beh syok facial expression and wipe the saliva off
AND HECK. THE FCKING DUDE CAME UP TO ME AND GAVE ME A BIG KICK ASS
HE SAID THAT HE CANT BARE TO SEE HOW I SHOW DISRESPECTFUL ON AN ELDER , HE FELT LIKE GIVING ME A BIG SLAP, THE YOUNGEST BUT THE WORST IN THE FAMILY
whats wrong with you? i did not even make a sound!im just vending my behsyok-ness ,i did not mean to be rude also!
IM HATING HIM MORE AND MORE. i hope i am invited to his funeral. shit